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So, I have a list of fannish TO-DOs:

1) Reinstall LD's forum, at least in an archive format cause there are like awesome stuff in there that I never got around to formally archive.

2) Finish my ONE Enterprise WIP from years and years ago.

3) Continuing writing my Nikita/Sarah Connor Chronicles crossover that has inexplicably (?!) garnered more kudos on AO3 than any other stories I've posted on there.

4) Fuck around with tumblr, which okay, I sort of get it, but like it only as a path of least effort to squee over fannish things.


What is the opposite of FEELS?  SADS?  I have so many SADS:

1) I already do tons of tech stuff at work, so I don't want to do more script re-installation, blah blah blah.

2) Who's even going to read it?

3) First of all, the TSCC fic on AO3?  Intimidate the fuck out of me. I can't write on that level and everytime I update the fic, I see it in my head like, here's nothing really new coming from the real writers, so I'm gonna read this whatever thing this whatever girl wrote. Ignoring that side of my brain, I have PLOTS to write and yet the lack of an active and supportive Nikita fandom comm (I've been so spoiled by ENT and LD, it's not even funny) is like running a marathon with no one on the sidelines to cheer me on.  At this point I'd take zombies running after me, rabid fans or the equivalent (I never had those, not the point). But I just had to write a crossover with one show that's dead and the other one with a fandom so wee that barely exists.  I don't even know, do I....need a cheerleader?

4) Pictures are nice, but most of the time I yearn, I pine, I perish, for the days of lengthy fic. I just feel so old.

On the other hand, the Avengers fandom is awesome.


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